I feel extremely upset that my life's in such a mess.

School had started and its the fourth week of returning back to the books already. Sorry for neglecting my blog! I really had no time, and was really lazy. Zero for effort.

And ever since dad left, mum relied on us like she've never did before. I had to sacrifice so much of my me-time to accompany her to places, just in hope that she'll feel a bit better mentally. But i wonder how long more can i sustain.

That aside, the stress level im experiencing now regarding schoolwork is humongous. I'm actually praying very hard that mum will continue to take her pills, so that she wont give me or anyone anymore additional problems.

Oh yeah, come to think of it, i wondered how i endured that 9 weeks of Cheers attachment. It wasnt fun at all, i swear. But it was indeed a great experience.

Yeah, i got the most horrid tutor ever again. How unlucky can i get. I wonder how am i going to survive through this semester.

I've got several photos to upload, but the SD card got stolen away by my sister. But then come to think of it, if you're really interested, you can always go to facebook!

Another major thing that happened recently was that, i got selected into the school team to play for Pol-ite.

Well, not exactly selected into the team i guess. But i was lucky, i was in the team that was sent to play. (: I swear i was so happy i teared, like yes again. I need to seriously adjust the settings of my tear glands. Way too active.



It was indeed surreal. Thank you mummy for coming down to support me for..2 matches! <3

Needless to say, i know my face is in an extremely bad state now. It started around July this year, i seriously dont know what happened. My body's as screwed as my body. My cheeks used to be flawless and rosy, well i said used to. But not its not. I dont think it'll ever return it to the old state. Hate myself for look so ugly now.

Not only that, my hair's totally screwed too.

I really wondered what happened to my life.

God gave me two good things, yet he took away a million and one things away from me the moment i got it. I know life's never fair. But i think the mathematics's kinda screwed here.

Com'on i seriously need a break. I need some good things to happen.
I need miracles.
I need the fireworks to happen.

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